April 30, 2011

Journey through the "other" Cameroon

Well, my clean dishes are sprouting mold and my knives are rusting on the shelf, my spices have congealed into solid cylindrical bricks, and I’ve realized it’s more practical to step directly into my clothes after a bucket bath – welcome to “dry season” in the tropics!
Cameroon is nicknamed Africa in Miniature for its variedness, and my recent few weeks up in the north sure brought that reputation to life. There I didn’t need a towel either – the 120 dry heat zaps the moisture from your skin, eyes and nose in seconds and I could drink 4 liters of water on an eight hour bus ride and never need a pit stop. Several times on those rides I woke up in my seat nearly choking because the air had sucked my slightly opened mouth mercilessly dry and I felt like I'd had a tablespoon of sand poured straight down my throat.  Took some adjusting to!
The drastic differences between the Cameroon I've gotten to know down south and what I saw on my visit to the north were mind-boggling and stunning. The way this country transforms again and again as you cross it makes me grateful that I get to experience such diversity on every level all thanks to just one visa. Here's a bit of what I saw.

The landscape felt like a whole different planet or age - the combination of being in such a desolate landscape that's also drastically undeveloped was quite surreal and felt nothing like cruising through Nevada or southern Utah, even if that's also the desert.
 The birds in Cameroon are probably my favorite wild life - I wish I was more of a connoisseur, but they are beautiful to watch and listen to. I have lots of little bright yellow birds by my house that play in the palm trees, but we also see large hawk like birds - like everything else, the birds up north were completely different.
The underlying purpose of the trip was for our group of 50 volunteers (those of us who arrived together in September) to attend a conference on work-related issues that can only properly be explored once you've settled into your post. Everyone from the south of the country met in the capital to take the overnight train to Ngoundere for the seminar, and the ride was unforgettable. We were all together in the same car, and had a great time watching the city fall away behind us out the window and then cramming into our little cabins and catching up on four months of solo adventures.

 Throughout the night the train would stop and children all along the tracks from 5 to 15 years old with plates of fruit and prepared food on their head would call out. In a half-asleep trance on my bunk, hearing their voices softly calling "Mangos....bananas...honey...batons de maniok...arachides" was both soothing and eerie, especially knowing that such small children were working in the middle of the night selling to strangers. A few times we went to see them and buy fruit - the whole thing was very informal, you could just step off the train, barefoot like them, and interact. When girls started wearing scarves I knew we had reached the Muslim part of the country, and when it became light out, I could not believe my eyes at where our ride had taken us - out of one world and into another.

Leaving the capital on the train we saw the urban version of the same problems we face in our villages, including a lack of methods for trash disposal. In my town there is actually NOWHERE to put garbage and trash cans do not exist anywhere, so people end up leaving their garbage anywhere, throwing wrappers and containers out the windows of cars and busses, and piling trash behind their houses and along roads. They know no option but littering,  it's strange and pretty upsetting.

 

One of our fellow volunteers lives outside the city where we had our conference, and we had a barbeque at his house on the last night - we all took a beautiful motorcycle ride out to his village (things turn rural incredibly fast here), played soccer with the neighbors, ate well, met the chief, and lamented that we will not all be together again until we are going home.


After the conference I got to travel to the posts of several other volunteers - each mini trip was a fun (sometimes harrowing) and beautiful travel adventure, and wonderful for my mental health to get to relax and recharge together.

 It was fascinating to see how different our circumstances and living situations are even though we're in the same country and all started out in the same spot. There is absolutely no common base experience for volunteers here or anywhere, which is why generalizing about what life is like is impossible. We do share many of the same emotions, frustrations and joys as voluteers working in a foreign culture, but some have other volunteers nearbye, some are replacing a long line of volunteers in the town, some have running water, electricity, phone service, a stable organization to work with, a language they already know...and some have none of those things, or any combination. Being flexible and going with the flow is absolutely crucial and if you don't already know how to do that (I didn't, as it turns out) then baby, you'll learn : )





This was an awesome ride back to the North’s regional capital from an early morning visit to Bibemi, one of the prettiest places I’ve seen in Cameroon – gorgeous groves of Eucalyptus trees and mango forests, noticeably cooler and lusher than the surrounding desert, thanks apparently to some Catholic missionaries from several decades ago who did the planting. Ironically, Eucalyptus trees are apparently horribly damaging to the soil.
I can’t get over how resilient, capable and inspiring my fellow volunteers are (they have taught me a lot about the power of a good attitude). Take Sam here (in the orange t-shirt from above) - one of the most upbeat, friendly and motivated people I know. She ran cross country at Virginia Tech and has completed marathons and triathlons - when we were in the hospital together on Thanksgiving Eve we snuck our IV polls into the same room and watched Love Actually as our transfusions ran, and when the nurse had to do some extremely painful needle jabbing Sam kept me distracted telling me passionate stories of her most thrilling races and wins. Sam is the sunshine of our group, which is why I loved her “Solar method of water purification” Halloween costume.


This is the type of village we were passing all along that moto ride...it was honestly hard to digest that these are the lives of actual people, living their whole lives out here in the desert in these thatched roof huts with very little exposure to anything else. It's easy to gawk quickly and detachedly as you zoom by, but remembering that they were here just like this yesterday and last year, and will be here tomorrow and next year long after you are gone, is really powerful and a bit overwhelming.




The dozens of dry river beds we crossed will probably be my most vivid and lasting impression of the north. Not a drop of rain had fallen since the beginning of December. Just seeing bare river beds - a couple of them had full soccer matches taking place in the bottom of them - was quite disorienting and other worldly.

In Bibemi we wandered down into one of the dry river beds, where people had dug a well hole. These women had lugged their clothes and dishes to the source  and were lowering down buckets to get a bit of water to wash them. They spoke no French or English so I asked with gestures if I could photograph them, which sent them into nervous giggles - a request they surely were not accustomed to. The best part was how excited they were to see themselves on the screen afterward - the phenomenon of digital images did seem pretty wild in that moment, and I think it may have been the first time they saw themselves top to bottom at once. Most people only have small broken mirrors from an old car's rearview mirror or the like.


It wasn't all remote bush-exploring : )  In the cities of the three northern regional capitals the Peace Corps has awesome (though certainly not luxurious)  transit houses that are like hostels for local and traveling volunteers. Volunteers in my region are too spread out to have one so these were an exciting novelty to me. As most of my group took vacation after our conference to explore the north and visit each other, the transit houses were packed and highly entertaining. We slept outside on mats on the porch where it was a few degrees cooler, made American food and had dance parties to American music, I even found a bunch of books to borrow and take back to post. It was a little slice of heaven.

Here we are having a send-off ceremony for a volunteer who had to head back to the states - recounting absurd stories like when he tried to farm bees as a project and ended up breeding some kind of "killer" bee that mencaed his village and wrecked serious havoc! Or when his dog was hit on the road, then cooked by his neighbors and served to him on a plate...oh the priceless memories we will all go home with! Even with almost no resources volunteers are awesome at organizing absurd parties, holiday celebrations, funny competitions, morale-boosting newsletters etc (I am truly in awe of the group here)  - we make our time together count!

 

Somehow, miraculously, mangos were ripe and delicious even up in the northern desert! What luck that the most amazing fruit is the one that grows everywhere here - you better believe I took full advantage. Three days into my trip I talked to my sister who asked if the food was different up north. I could not even answer as my whole diet had been revolving around mangos - case in point.

While in this picture I am all relaxed smiles, the second time I visited this juice joint a week later I was sucking down my smoothie much more anxiously trying to pass the hours. I was waiting with limited optimism for my backpack to find its way back to me. It had never gotten put on the top of my morning bus, and when I called the bus station frantically and they found it in the dust and promised to put it on the next bus, it instead got put on a bus headed five hours in the wrong direction. Ahh!!!!
I ended up having to spend the night alone in an un-airconditioned, fanless and rather funky hostel room in the hottest city in the country at the hottest time of year - I did not sleep, largely out of fear that I would shrivel up and perish in the night. Miraculously I got my bag back (how it managed to come back to me I'll never understand consideing how chaotic and informal the bus systems are here) and got back on track traveling the next day, helped by some very generous souls. Thank you guardian angel! Now when I hand my luggage to a guy who says "No problem, quick get in, get in the bus!" I wait and WATCH the luggage go up on top. Wondering if it will be smooshed against the peeing goat, the leaking bag of freshly slaughtered cow, or the branch of smooshed bananas is as much of a gamble as I want.


The best decision I made the whole trip was taking off from the Extreme North's capital Maroua for a solo adventure to Rhumsicki, a bit like the Grand Canyon of Cameroon. Having been to Utah's southern national parks I can't claim this was actually the most stunning geography I've ever seen, but seeing these formations in the background as you ride a motorcycle up a thin, winding rocky pass while men in traditional long Muslim bubus move herds of cattle alongside the road, women in vibrant long dresses and headscarves carry buckets of water on their heads to their huts and you have to stop frequenty to let a mother donkey and her new babies cross the road, my awe was bouncing around in my helmet like set-off ping pong balls. It felt like we were at the end of the earth our here, like it would not have been strange for dinosaurs to saunter our from behind the hills...






I got gracisouly received when my moto pulled into the little mountain town of Rhumsicki, and was immediately shown to an adorable little inn where I could have my own room and pay half if I they didn't turn on the AC - done, it was actually nice and cool up there.

 I remember the time in France when I left for a solo weekend in Rennes, got my own hotel room and just explored freely and calmly - it was so liberating and empowering to be traveling alone for a couple days. I fell right back into that happy independent calm traveing out here, stopping in a city called Mokolo along the way and wondering around the streets. Though I made two separate small children burst into tears at the very sight of me, I loved the Arab/Muslim influence on the architecture, dress, and quiet respectful manners. The people up north are much more tranquil and serene - the feel is more "hot and passive" compared to the "hot and bothered" tone of the south, which is widely known for being the much more animated, loud, and aggressive side of the country (ie with verbal harrassment toward women). One theory is that alcohol consumption in the south, and the lack thereof in the north, has a good bit to do with this, but the tribes and history are also quite different and must have an influence.






I took a beautiful hike through these desert mountains with a Cameroonian guide (both pictures above are from that hike), right to the border of Nigeria. I hear that once you mount the hill that separates the countries, the difference in levels of development is striking - the houses are immediately of higher durability and the roads drastically more passable. Down in my Anglophone region, people are constantly talking about how much better things are in Nigeria, since both Nigeria and Anglophone Cameroon were colonized by Britain. It's like the African promised land in their eyes - better universities, more jobs, stronger business, a booming film industry (all the African TV shows and movies they watch near me come out of Nigeria, and even I gawk at the organized streets and nicer houses on the screen).



No denying it - every once in a while it's really nice to get to be a tourist : )




I met up with a few other volunteers in the area and had a blissful afternoon of hanging by the pool enjoying the view and then having dinner at a gem of a place discovered by volunteers past - table under the stars with  fresh bread, beef kabobs and fruit - divine. Cameroon has very little tourism, and missed business opportunities are abundent , but this place had it's act together. I'm almost painfully aware of how lucky I am to be able to experience the beauty of the world and be stable and comfortable enough in life to actually enjoy it. What I would consider a "million dollar view" doesn't mean much to villagers who can't afford to send their kids to school and struggle to find water on a daily basis.





Cameroon can't boast the wildlife of East Africa or the tourism industry to have high-level game parks, but in our own little park the giraffes were as stunning and graceful as I could have hoped for, and we got to see hippos, antelope, a warthog running at top speed across the savanna and loads of cool birds at watering holes. I can't lie though, I am jealous of what people see in Kenya...lions and elephants and rhinos, oh my. Maybe someday.


Actual hair cutting scissors! This is as glam as it gets, and trust me this felt luxxxurious. I've stopped showing my pictures with family and friends to Cameroonians, as I'm tired of hearing "But Auntie Tess, you were looking so beautiful and nice in the US...what happened?" The most sensitive comment I've gotten is "In Tombel you are looking...you are not looking like that", whereas generally bluntness is extremely common (I guess that's to be expected from a culture that addresses me openly as "white man").
People don't hesitate to tell me I've gained weight (thanks, platefuls of doughy cassava fufu fed to me at each house, drenched in palm oil, I appreciate it!), how my skin is a mess (thanks, dust, dirty water, and absurd humidity, so kind of you) and how I should have brought my pretty dresses to Cameroon (trying to dress humbly in a culture that highly values dress and appearance is harder than I thought). I told my mom that when I come home before my brother's wedding I will need to be "dunked in something" transformative right off the plane... 
 


It's traffic as usual in the beautiful city of Maroua in the Extreme North. I LOVE how absurdity is a completely routine part of life here - you gotta do what you gotta do!
It's great to travel, and great to come home again. Tombel finally feels like home  - no small development - and I am loving being back to my life here. Off to paint my kitchen (I've painted my hallway and bathroom so far, and I think at least 50% of the spider species found in Cameroon are now fossilized inside) and help my Health Club make a skit for the end of the year - then I'm going to teach my French tutor to make pancakes like we made on Easter.
 The sweetest sound to my ears these days is water dripping into a bucket from my outside tap at night - I close my eyes and smile every time it starts: )





April 25, 2011

Pancakes to remember, even sans syrup


As a health volunteer, should I be concerned that the main ingredient in the suspicious knock-off baking powder I found was listed as "edible alumnimum"? Despite using powdered milk, an extremely tempermental stove top, and an absurd amount of palm oil in place of butter to prevent sticking, the pancakes were a success!

I invited teachers from the schools I work at, the doctor and nurses from the health center, my French tutor, motorcycle driver, favorite bean and begnet seller, and neighbors and new friends. My first time entertaining for Cameroonians, and it was hectic and tons of fun! Apparently it's a compliment to bring all your friends, and children, with you when you are invited somewhere. We put in bananas and chocolate bits and used jam and Cameroonian coffee-flower honey in place of syrup. The big joke was how much more my neighbors liked it than the jello I made them, which made many of them "want to vomit". The ones who weren't too scared off to come back have regained some trust in my promise that we have great food in America, despite the fact that I'm not it's most talented ambassador.

 Eating local is easy when the farmer's market is the only market. I gave my friend going to the main fruit market in the next town $4 to get fruit for the Easter brunch, and he brought back 7 massive pineapples, 15 papayas and at least 30 mangos, all picked that morning. The humidity might be killing me, but living in the tropics sure has some perks. Made my first smoothie this morning with the leftovers and...I don't want to make you jealous or anything...

I introduced Easter eggs to the kids in my compound, struggling to explain why eggs are a symbol of Easter for us to kids who have never experienced Spring. But they had no problem adopting it - access to clean paper and crayons was very exciting. They don't have art classes in school or supplies at home, so I try and give them the opportunity to be creative whenever I can.

One big project I'm hoping to do is paint a giant world map on the wall of a school here - it'll be a cool art project and a great excuse to sneak in some geography education. Most kids here have never seen a labeled map of Cameroon (I have one on my wall, and no one has known where we are on it or where the capital is, some thought it was a map of Africa) and have little concept of the rest of the world's layout. To kids and adults alike, "European" applies to all white people and "whiteman" things such as Western medicine, and I routinely hear statements like "I know your roads in Europe are not like this" right after I say I am from the US. But hey, many Americans talk about Africa like it's one country and I can hardly place ten African countries even though I've had maps around me my whole life, so we can all benefit from the geography quiz game. Quick, do you know where Cameroon is?

My kitchen helpers had a field day using whisks,spatulas, and measuring cups and spoons - and I became the photographer when each one wanted photo evidence of her cooking like an American woman. A couple girls even went home to change outfits for the shoot. Don't let the cute pink halter top fool you - they cook ingredients they have grown themselves and mashed or cut up by hand over a fire in a huge pot. But they were running the show by the end!

And very pleased with the results : )

See that tap? With a bucket and water underneath?? After several months of having no reliable water source, someone was finally able to unblock the old pipes to my house and now water runs most nights for a couple hours. The difference this makes to my quality of life and my mood I could NEVER have fathomed before experiencing first-hand the stress of water shortages and dysfunctional local infrastructure. As the village chief likes to remind me, that makes it a valable grassroots experience, and I can't disagree.

 The liberating feeling of knowing that you can bathe, wash dishes,  flush your toilet, wash your hands, cook what you want and get on with the rest of your life - of actually being in control of your health and how you spend your time - has made me want to work harder to get water to other people here and everywhere. Teaching the importance of hand washing, cleaning vebetables and hygenic toilets seems beneficial, but it can feel like putting the cart before the horse when people don't have a dependable water supply. Improving water infrastructure is intimidating to me, but my own water saga has made me appreciate how critical it is.
Nothing to be taken for granted - water is life!  



April 23, 2011

Happy Easter!

To combat nostalgia bordering on homesickness for a favorite tradition-filled holiday, I am bringing the Easter of my childhood to Cameroon! My kitchen table has been turned into a paper egg decorating factory for the neighborhood kids, I am climbing the hill for my own sunrise service tomorrow morning, and after going to church (I did my research on who would have the best Easter music) I am going to host a pancake brunch for my neighbors and new friends in village. To try and cover up for the glaring lack of real maple syrup, we'll have jam, honey, yogurt, and one hell of a fruit salad. To top it all off, the whole town looks like a massive Easter basket with new crops and grass sprouting up fresh and green everywhere - and the new baby goat next door is even more adorable than a bunny.

March 24, 2011

Race for Hope - Epic!

Photo credit: Bill Colwell Jr
At the end of February all the volunteers in the Southwest region gathered in the coastal city of Buea for the annual Race for Hope marathon that takes runners up Mount Cameroon, the second highest peak in Africa. Usually done as a three day trek, the fastest competitors make it up and back in around 4.5 hours! We were there to do HIV awareness outreach to all those gathered for the big event, as well as to cheer on Ashley, a current volunteer and my closest neighbor at post, who had the stamina to brave both the mountain and the bureaucratic process to enter as a foreigner!

After a full day of pouring rain on Friday, Saturday was stunning, and our American friends Bill and Julia got some unbelievable shots of the scene that they have said I can share with you, as neither my eye nor my camera could capture the experience the way they did. Thanks Bill and Jules!



Photo credit: Julia Bird
We worked with a local organization called Reach Out, and got sweet outfits made to stand out. My first attempt to get something made in my town was disastrous. They do take your measurements and listen to what you want, but they have their own ideas about what necklines can go with what sleeve lengths, what embellishments like ribbon waistbands you forgot to ask for, but definitely want, etc. So I came back to a shirt entirely the opposite of what I thought I'd paid for. "But Madame, the shirt you requested is unacceptable, it will not look good". "But I'm the customer, and that's what I wanted, and I'm the one wearing it, don't I get to decide?" Not a chance.

Photo credit: Julia Bird
Peace Corps celebrated 50 years that week, and PC in Cameroon will celebrate 50 next year. Over 3000 volunteers have served here during that time - I don't know how they managed before cell phones!

Photo credit: Julia Bird

Photo credit: Julia Bird


Photo credit: Julia Bird

Photo credit: Bill Colwell Jr
What a life for Jordan! The grounds of the Seventh Day Adventist hospital in Buea that is led by Bill and his wife Trixy who is the doctor. They generously open up their home to volunteers, and it's an unbeatable retreat!

Photo credit: Bill Colwell Jr

Photo credit: Bill Colwell Jr

Photo credit: Julia Bird

Photo credit: Bill Colwell Jr

Making signs and posters together the day before was the perfect rainy day activity

Photo credit: Bill Colwell Jr

Doing HIV awareness in the crowd and at the booth was an awesome mixed bag - people were fascinated by the new-to-Cameroon female condoms demos we did, had some great questions about prevention and transmission, and in some cases had no knowledge base for the virus at all. I talked to everyone from a mother of three who spoke no English (only Pidgin), could not read, and had never heard of HIV to a emboldened fire-and-brimstone Christian yelling at me about how HIV was a European invention meant to bring down Africa, and how the blood of Jesus would protect him from ever getting it. What a day!


HIV Jeopardy!

Photo credit: Julia Bird

Photo credit: Julia Bird


Photo credit: Julia Bird


Words of wisdom guiding my way

There are two quotes that friends shared with me as I was starting my Peace Corps adventure, each of which has had an enourmous impact on my daily life so far, to the point I want to share them with you.

The first one was passed along by a returned Volunteer who served in Belize. She was a tremendous support and source of motivation and excitement in my preparatory process, and continues to be an invaluable resource and friend as I chart my own path of challenges more trying and highs more gratifying than anything I could have concieved of -she was absolutely right about this being a roller coaster ride! While written by a Chinese Taoist philosopher, this quote captures beautifully the essense of what Peace Corps work is all about:

Go to the people
Live with them
Learn from them
Love them
Start with what they know
Built with what they have
But with the best leaders, when the work is done, the task accomplished
The people will say
"We have done this ourselves"
~Lao Tzu

The second one was sent to me by a dear friend whose unending support can hardly be described - she radiates warmth and positivity and has kept me sane and smiling through years of trying to figure out both daily life and what the bigger picture is all about. She always has the right words, hers or borowed, for whatever life throws at you. Neither she or I could have imagined how much this quote would be what I needed, but it has really helped me start to build a deeper level of patience and stay calm when I get anxious
wanting a certain phase or difficulty or unknown to hurry up and resolve.

"I beg you, to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart,
and to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or
books written in a foreign language. Don't search for the answers,
which could not be given to you now because you would not be able to
live them. The point is, to live everything. Live the questions now.
Perhaps then someday far in the future you will gradually, without
ever noticing it, live your way into the answers.
"
~ Rainer Maria Rilke, German Poet